The last time I checked, I wasn't changing to much of the world from posting emotional nonsense on this blog. Will it be to much to ask for a voice from someone? Who reads this to let me know?

The last time I checked, I wasn't changing to much of the world from posting emotional nonsense on this blog. Will it be to much to ask for a voice from someone? Who reads this to let me know?

Choices.

Sushi, tea or me? Life is about choices, lots of choices, bad ones, good ones and some inbetween ones. Choices, are inevitable.......................

Music

When you're bored, tired hyped out or washed out you normally turn to MUSIC. Some like hip hop, some prefer rap and I musn't miss out those adore classical music. You use music to fill up that spa. I LOVE ANGIE. BECAUSE SHE IS SO CUTE AND LOVABLE! AND I'M GONNA BAKE COOKIE FOR HER NEXT WEEK). COS I LOVE HER SO MUCH! <33333333333333333333333

A nice cup of tea.

Nothing serves better for relaxation after a days worth of problems, tears and stress. Do you add sugar in your cup of tea? Or creamer?

Our Society Boundries

Why must someone be a certain way according to society to be accepted and recognised? You have to be a certain weight and look a certain way. Your code of conduct must always what others think to be acceptable. Some say the society now, is too critical and strict. Pushing many to the point where being within that accepted range. For that, I applaud those that have been able to keep up with this society. I wouldn't say that the mindset of people nowadays are correct but it's not completely wrong either. Without this 'guideline' sure, the world would be in chaos, everyone doing waht they want to, what they feel like doing.

Friends

If you have strong supportive friends in your life, it makes alot of differences. But... chances of you finding one or even a few is almost one in a million. You can't choose your family, though I'll love to of course. But you cam choose your friends.

Miracles? Religon Pt 2

So things managed to escalate into a I go try out her church sorta thing. I did go, but things didn't lead to the way I wanted it to. Her chuch was at a rural area of Orchard, why I went? Weren't I scared that I had been cheated? No, I used to believe in an almighty God. I lost touch with it over the years, things happen you see? So I felt it was God's way of telling me he was there waiting. Only, too my horror! The priest, spoke harshly against Gays. I felt horrified! I thought God loved us all? So I never went bck. I'm still searching for something to believe in.

Wild flowers at the edge of the road, still so pretty

Unrequited Love

Sometimes, after watching someone for so long. Your heart starts to tire out, you feel like your feelings are fading off. What do you listen to? To your heart, your guts? Even I do not know. I've been watching someone for so long, and haven't had the guts to make a move on him. On Valentines I bought chocolates not only on the day itself, I bought it for the next few days however I couldn't give it to him. Funny person ain't I? What do one do with love? Someone tell me?

How boring Geography is? I cannot sit here and allow my 1 hour be wasted

Slowly, I feel the hands tighten arond my throat. Constricting my air flow.

Miracles? Religon. Pt 1

Today, a stranger, a very pretty and chio girl approached me to do a survey. Of course, being SO kind and helpful plus I admired her courage to even ask me, I agreed.

Happiness

Money can't buy Happiness... But it can buy alot of things that can lead the way to happiness.

I had a dream a while ago. I was standing in front of the school. I was making a speech. I think I can remember the words. Actually that speech, I had have been wanting to address someone about it. So here goes...
Good Morning, Principal, Vice-Principal and teachers. I can swear, after my greeting a least one quarter of the students have already turned your attentions away. It's Okay, since I'm a student too. I know how tough it is to drag yourself out of beds, and still have to sit here and listen to random people talk. So, I want to make a fiery speech on "WORDS" of course the school would have requested me to tie my speech with a school value, so I've chosen Respect.
Have you fallen down before? You get a wound right? Or a bruise. After time has taken it's toll, the painful fall slowly fades from your memory and the wound disappears to right? Well, what happens to the emotions? Or you know when someone scolds you? You may forget who scolded you, if that is possible however you might remember the awful words said to you. Basically, sometimes not only physical things hurt. Why do people suffer from heartaches? Emotionally hurt! So when you say horrible and mean things to someone out of blatant retardants you could have just emotionally scarred them! I don't know if you guys know about Hitler, that awful man that was the mastermind behind the Holocaust that took away millions (if I'm not wrong, out of watching tons of History Channel documentaries) of lives. Why do you think he became a man filled with so much bitterness and hatred? Something must have happened right?

He Is We - Blame It On The Rain (Acoustic)

I see the fire in your eyes.

Passion burning through your soul.

You want to get away from the cage.

UnMasked.

Remove that mask, you're always wearing.

I'm not interested in that at all.

I want to be the first one to know your true self.

Why the fake smile in front of others?

That charming prince everyone knows.

That's not you, not fr every 24 hours,

I know there is something else.

Remove that mask you're always wearing.

Set yourself free from it.

Aren't you tired? From all that pretending?

Set yourself free.

Being Judgemental

Humans, tend to judge others. Whether it is by looks, personality or background. I'm sure, we've all been pre-judged before too. I, myself have been judged by my outer appearance, as FAT. Ouch, I know. Some are judged by their looks, others by what rumours say. It's painful to be judged, its not very nice at all. So? What is my point? Hee^^ I would love to say, STOP JUDGING. But erm... I know I know it's pretty impossible. So the bottom line is, You can judge, it's normal. But don't let your judgement refrain you from getting to know the person, she/he might just be entirely different and you might grow to like them. Good Luck.

Not'cha puppet.

I don't like the way you treat me like your puppet, I'm breaking away from your clutches now.
You don't even know me.
You don't see things the way I see.
I can tell from your eyes, filled with doubt and pretense.

What do you get for pretending? It isn't a big prize?

Ain't it tough to kepp pretending? Life is too beautiful for that.

Fly

No wings? It's okay, someone in your life will be there to gift you a lift up into the blue free skies. If you believe and trust. That someone might come out of nowhere and hop into your life to be with you, or it could be that someone that was always there but you never looked at her/him properly. Hopefully, the day will come for you to soar. With your love ones.

Forgiveness without Prejudicism?

Can you? Are you able to forgive someone without judging the person from what he or she has done wrong to you in the past? Forgiveness by itself is very hard for most of us, and of course it will be difficult to not judge, it's part of human nature. Is there a way?

We can never say for sure. But I do know, you can forgive but it's not as easy to forget. I do warn you, to keep your past judgement get into your way of true long lasting friendship. There are some people, that may really want to change. Who knows? God, Allah,Buddha the Creator knows, that some one's conscience knows. Just trust a little more.